Sit on my Interface

Does anyone have any experience researching the concept of the third eye, and 3rd eye-opening meditations? Or, better yet, the dangers of opening your third eye?

I started using freeCodeCamp in order to learn something new. I have basic, basic HTML knowledge which actually started in the days of LJ when I would make my own LJ themes. It was also helpful on Myspace when you could go in and change the css and make the themes your own. Once that went away my learning ceased.

I just finished up the HTML and CSS lessons and now I'm on to Bootstrap. Looking ahead in the lessons has me quite intimidated but one step at a time, as they say. It's quite tedious, but something for the resume?

Mmkay, so recently I became smitten with Charlotte Gainsbourg's version of Hey Joe. I recognized her from a movie called Nymphomaniac and Antichrist. In looking into her further, I come to her father, Serge Gainsbourg who was a singer. THEN I see that Charlotte has been in music since a child. I then find a duet with her and her pops when she was 12 entitled " Lemon Incest ". The video itself is provocative. Obviously I'm weirded out.

I then see an interview with her and her father when she was still young. She looked all withdrawn and as if she was extremely uncomfortable. Of course I wonder, was she sexually abused growing up? Other interviews alluded to more sexual openness in France, at least for him and his wife, Jane Birkin. Allegations that actual incest took place were denied and Charlotte recalls that she didn't even comprehend what was implied in that video.

Here is the interview in French, and I would very much like an English translation of it. She seems so withdrawn and like she doesn't want to speak, be there, or have her dad touch her.

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I have a strange head pain from the center of the back of my skull down. It feels bruised at the touch and I can also feel it when I don't touch it. As a massage therapist, I am saying "Oh your occipitalis muscles must be fucked." But since this has never happened before I will panic, lol.

ANYWAY, I needed ibuprofen to see if this would help. Of course it's not in the cabinet where I left it. My boyfriend touches things and they end up in weird places. So I am sitting at the table with my eyes closed, zoning out and rubbing my head and boom, an image flashes in my mind's eye of a cardboard box that he has under the bed. It's open and I see a pill bottle. He's looking around like crazy and I tell him to look there, and voilà!

Since I didn't put it there, I thought maybe I had a mini remote-viewing moment. Or call me crazy ;)

Things that are good, and I appreciate:
‡ Supportive and positive boyfriend
‡ A reliable friend in my life
‡ My car battery isn't dead after all

Things that are stressing me and need to be resolved:
‡ It's bulk trash day and they haven't removed that mattress yet
‡ Moving bullshit

Things I need to accept that I cannot change:
‡ The fact that I ate like 6-8 Reese's cookies last night
‡ How loud it is in the office today

Things I desire/goals/want vs need:
‡ Thinking of looking into an LPN program (but afraid I will fail)
‡ Get out of debt completely and save more money

Borrowed these prompts from beachglass, and this was surprisingly difficult for me to fill out...

In other news, caught a new QOTSA song!